The title sums it up, today just sucks. Todd is on his way to Korea and I am an emotional mess. For as long as I can remember I have never dealt well with any major change, and boy have we had several in the past few months!! I hate the ups and downs that come with change and trying to find a "new normal". We had a new normal, now it has changed yet again and next week Meg will go back to school. Yes I know that I am complaining, but it's my blog, and I will do what makes me feel better ;) There are a lot of things about Army life that are very difficult, but the worst of all is definitely having to say goodbye. I know it will get easier once we get into a routine and find our new normal, but right now it is just breaking my heart that my other half is not here. That lonely feeling seems to set in real freaking fast and I hate how it makes me feel. Not too mention I really hate puffy eyes and a red, stuffy nose from crying :( I just pray that once our pay stabilizes that we will be able to determine if he can put in his retirement paperwork, so that we can FINALLY say thank you to the Army for all the blessings we have had, and bite me for all the heartaches and crap!! Todd I know you won't see this for a few days, and that I will have talked to you several times by then, but I love you so much!!!
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It is your blog and complain as much as you need to. Hopefully the new normal will settle in quickly and put an end to the puffy eyes, and red stuffy nose. I know it won't completely end till he is back home with you again, but every now and then with the eyes and the nose is far better than every day that the beginning of this will probably bring. You are in my thoughts and prayers, and so is Todd for being safe while traveling and beyond.
Great big hugs to all of you!
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